I hate waiting, with all my heart.
last monday I think I had one of my favorite days in months. I watched you while you were trying to pull a decent push on your board, It really felt great. I’m sorry about that night though. I was really surprised when you asked me of what I want because you already knew my answer. I think this is troubling you a lot. I dont want to push anything. In other words I don’t want to keep...
Oh fuck I’m sad.
Crying is a nosebleed of the heart.
I need a hug.
Even though I try hard enough I don’t think I can deal with this kind of nowhere space I’m stranded. I just need to know if this is going anywhere. At least give me a sign of what is happening, just to stop making my head float more than it can handle. At least to prepare a parachute. :| Your neck smell as always. I wish I could see you while you sleep as I used to.